So life’s been busy, and again it was something really harsh that happened to me, to stop me from the business and to slow down. And hence why I actually got back to blogging..


For those who know me there is only ever one thing that really gets me down.

My back.

For probably going on nearly 10 years I've had back problems. Many reasons being family traits, bad posture, laziness, all these add to me having bouts of not being able to move for a week every couple of months.

And it’s for that next week that my family (and gfs of the past) get the brunt of my complaining. I seriously feel like an invalid, groaning all the time. Eugh. And with the added pain comes my depressive state. I'm not normally an overly sad person, I'm pretty up most of the time. Cept when I hurt my back. Everything is doubled and I become ultra pessimistic.

It's at these time I really do thank the people around me who love me.

So I guess I'm saying I need prayers to keep my mind up and for health of course. Seriously my back is so out I lean to the left :( And also prayers that when it gets reasonably well that I will start exercising and stretching more. And if anyone out there want to keep me accountable, that be great haha..


So is this the reason I haven't been blogging??

Nah more just mental darkness and lack of motivation.


Is that changing?

I hope so.

¶ 5:56 AM  

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