Okay yes I know, it has been a while....

Changing countries can do that to you. Coming home has been weird, I'll be honest. Walking into my old house, into my old room, seeing my old cat (still as moody as ever), seeing my old bathroom ;)
It has been very weird, very unreal in a sad sense.

Please don't get me wrong, I love that I'm home my friends have made me feel very welcome, and I can't tell you how good it is to be back around family, it’s just that nothing feels real. As a friend has put it, it feels like I'm on holiday from Canada, and haven't realised that I'm not going back.

Anyways that’s just a rant to set up my real reason to blog. (I have a habit of setting my blogs up like this, oh well)

A few weeks ago I had my laptop stolen, and with that all my photos and a lot of my work from my Ignite Year went. But also with that I lost all my emails and more problematic, all of my contacts, emails and phone numbers.
So this isn't too bad, I thought, I still had my computer back in Australia with all my Australian contacts.

Boh Boh, it seems my technologically advance sister (NOT) had managed to virus it, and I lost everything.
So the whole talk about fresh start has been on my mind.

I snuck into the country so I could restart my life. For those who don't know, I came into the country a week or so before I was spose to, and have surprised a few close friends, but well that’s over.

But now, I have this massive opportunity. I have no job, no car, no mobile (cell) phone, no real contact point, in some ways no strength (been sick) but a lot of expectation.

What do I do?

What will life look like?

What rules will I set up to help me with my life?

Any suggestions??

¶ 8:00 PM  

The @ said...
And before any of you comment

I'm spending time with God, and letting him have a huge say in what's next.

I think I'm just restless after working so hard for a year,

I can't just rest, its making me ancy as....

oh well, thoughts?  

Bethsta said...
Have you considered male modelling?


No seriously. God is a God of passions. He doesn't want you to do something you hate. Go after what your passionate about... spiritually speaking... don't just go after Angelina Jolie cos you're passionate about her... you could have some serious issues there...
Can we grab a coffee soon mate? I was in a bit of a daze when I saw you last, it felt almost dreamlike!  

The @ said...
Well I did go after Angelina Jolie once, or there abouts... hmm :|

now just to work out what I'm passionate about?  

bruce said...
Well Matt. I'm here at Jacksons with the new crop of Igniters. Think how you've grown and changed over the last year. That you are becoming what God wants you to be and try your best to enjoy the journey. I'm sure it will be great.
Blessings
Bruce  

Anonymous said...
I have to agree with Bruce. Enjoying the moment is soo important. I think sometimes we can choose or not to choose to enjoy a moment....

Here's a verse that was a favourate of one of my best friends;

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus"
~1 Thess. 5:16-18

blessings brother:)
~Ris  

Anonymous said...
hahaha so do look a likes really count?  

CurtASS said...
hey is it not the best thing ever not knowing what to do with your self.  

The @ said...
I don't know anonymous, do look alikes count?

hehe its not bad not knowing what to do, but when u've just spent a year doing its hard to stop, and not do anything  

Anonymous said...
you know what the most anooying this is? I will tell you. it is when you ask a question and the response you get is the same friggin question. I love you matt  

CurtASS said...
I know I am not one to say anything but dont you think it is time for a new blog. slacker.  

CurtASS said...
hahahahaha  

The @ said...
hehe, okays, well Anonymous, i'm glad you love me, would be good to know who you are, and well to maybe re-edit so I can fully understand it..

And curts, i actually did another blog, is was about weight, but I think it was appropriate, kinda a heavy subject that some people coulda got offended by

and yes another coming soon, maybe with not too many words too Curt :P  

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