Yes bizarre as it sounds. A couple of weeks ago while just driving around with my best mate Greg; we somehow got onto thinking of what next with our lives.

And I started reminiscing about home, but the weird thing is, and I emphasize weird. I can't remember the layout of a bit of my house. Can't remember if it’s a straight or angled wall to my bathroom/laundry.

So ok you’re probably thinking this is a bit random, but what I'm kind of saying is that I'm bummed. I really miss my home, my bed, my fam and the fact that I can't remember part of my house is like, eugh!

And I think well I have less than a couple of months to go before I'm home I should soak it in.

But as u really can't see where I’m going with this, I'll help (because who else would).

I was offered a position to stay in Canada for at least another 12 months. It was to use my talents to help start some new endeavors over here and at time I felt at peace with it, but things changed.

While I had heaps of support from everyone to stay and do great work, just through conversation with some close friends, I realised that as much as I love Canada and especially the people here, God was calling me home.

So I'm kind of back to where I started Ignite. I'm ready (well in 2 months) to jump back onto a plane and fly to the other side of the world, to do something that I honestly have no idea about. I'm leaving it all into God's hands again, and will honestly and openly pray about what I should be doing in Melb

So any prayers or even suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

PS. Just a little note, even though I'm not leaving yet, all my Canadian friends, you have impacted me so much and I would love not to leave you, I wish I could convince you to come to Aus (well some I have hehe) but I am planning to come back really soon. So I will still be around...

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Anonymous said...
you love those commas lol  

Anonymous said...
Matt,
You've been in Canada for a while, and we really like having you here. But like many, I can understand the "home-sickness" that you're talking about. Sure...I was away from my house for a week...but you certianly miss everything around you that you're used to. You need to follow God and His plans for you...and I believe that is what you're doing... which is great.
I don't know about anyone else... but I am unable to tell you if you should stay or go home...because that is a personal decision between you and God.
Whatever you decide to do I know it'll come from within, and it will be the right decision.

If you ever need someone to talk to...I'm just an email away...

~Domenica~  

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